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February 22nd
8:07 PM

painrecedes replied to your post: On the verge of having a panic attack and I can’t…

whats up?!

I got a call for a job offer. The lady wants me to work 5 days a week, 7 hours each day at minimum wage. Less than what I made at my previous job. The place is INCREDIBLY busy. And the worse thing (to me) is I can’t have my nose ring in. I payed $50 to have my nose pierced, I don’t want to take it out. This is a part of who I am. it closes up really fast. i used to have to leave it out over night and i’d have to jam it back in when i woke up because it started to close. also, i only have the hoop that i’m wearing. it’s pretty much in forever i’d have to use pliers to take it out and if i wanted to put it in well i’d have to get a new one. I don’t think it’s unprofessional and it’s definitely not ‘unsanitary’ or whatever. I also have 12 credit hours. 35 hours a week (only 5 hours less than full time, AND SHE ASKED IF I’D BE WILLING TO STAY LATE). With my class schedule I think I’d die. I wanted the job, but now here I am with the job and I don’t know if I even want to go to it. She said I go for training on Sunday and start on Monday. I don’t know if I want to and nobody is here to help me. I tried calling two of my friends and they didn’t answer. My mom didn’t help much and my boyfriend is out with his friends for the night. Nobody seems to think this is an issue but me. 

Maybe I’ll work for the first paycheck which would be like $400 and then quit? That way I have money to go to Michigan for the summer?

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  1. nevermindthecamera said: Don’t take it if you don’t think you can handle it. Trust your instincts, and your priorities. <3
  2. gabrielgadfly said: 35 hours a week and 12 credit hours is a tough load, but not necessarily unmanageable, depending on how well you use your study time. Not being able to wear the nose ring sucks, but you could always put it back in after work, right?
  3. bestrong-idare said: well. if you dont think you`ll like it and it`ll be too stressful then dont put yourself through it. :)
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